Last Saturday, when I was asked to imagine that I’m confronting the person who hurt me the most, I thought of him. Because of all the men I loved, he was the person who had left me such a deep wound. I chose him because I thought confronting him and letting him know how I felt of what he did would make me cry, like how it made me months ago. But I felt nothing. I was so surprised, I didn’t feel any pain nor did I burst into tears. Then and there I realized that I’ve already moved on. I’ve said it to my friends long ago, but they didn’t believe me. I’m not very good at lying, you know. However, now, I can truly say to every one else that I’m fine and back, finally. It took a half a year, but I’m free at last. I’m free.
I learned from this experience that when a relationship ends, there is no other way to mend it but by giving oneself time to heal.
Meanwhile, I’ll leave with you with Words I Couldn’t Say performed by Leighton Meester for the movie Country Strong:
Happy Valentine’s Day everyone! 🙂